Is the title of this doodle/sketch I quickly threw together earlier. I haven't uploaded anything for almost 2 months now. And am I sorry for this inactivity? Not really.
I've just been out of drawing this past year, not because I'm busy or anything important regarding my life. It's just I didn't really feel like it, at times I did but just, eh -- didn't bother with it
But if you DO wanna know what stuff has been going down then here we go, I'll try to keep it as quick and simple as possible.
So basically, last month was the final month for me to turn everything in and graduate, if not then I get exempted from my school. Did that happen? Yeah pretty much.
Am I concerned about my future? As of now, nope. If anything that felt like it took a huge burden off of me, and where in some cases it adds another, I felt relieved, free of it. In my past years of school, I didn't feel like it really helped me with anything, if I really wanna be honest. It caused my depression and anxiety to sky rocket off the roof.
I tried getting help and for a little bit it during those times and for just a while it'll help. But then I just go straight back to square 1 a couple days later. Eventually during the final week I just lost my willingness to care and once it was all over, I felt like myself again.
So emotionally and mentally I guess, failing school was one of the best things to happen to me, however I'm left being uncertain what will happen next.
What am I gonna do now? Hell if I know, whatever happens, happens. But my only advice is, unless you are ABSOLUTELY SURE that school is not right for you, do not do what I did. Have a back up plan in case things don't go wrong. At this point in my life I'm just winging things to see how they go.
I'm not gonna say "expect more drawings soon" or something like that because really I don't even know if I want to continue drawing more. Drawing is just something I've done to kill time and never really had the intention of improving or making it into something big for me. I guess I can say if I ever draw at all, whatever the result is unless it's something I feel it doesn't belong here then I'll upload it maybe.
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